It is a long day,even it is sundy,I didn`t have chance to take a rest,I have to study spanish in order to get into this as soon as possible,and I have to clean my place in order to make it tidy and clean,and I have to cook lunch and dinner and then wash those dirty greasy plate,then eleven o`clock coming,there is one hour left and then will become another day.Blablabla,I guess I am complaining. 

 

Stuart told me today that he will back to his village again,so seems we can not contract with each other for a moment.thinking for a moment,recently I really dont have too much chance to get in touch with him,I miss those thousands times of chatting with him,and dreaming one day we can buy a house in a village,and adopt one child or maybe more live happily and peacefully,we can fishing in the morning,we can go to talk a walk on the hills,and we can grow some vegetables in our garden and plan some fruit as well.we can play football and baskball together,play video games together even shopping together,2 men and several boys`s family,it is awesome!

 

I dont know if it is just a dream or not,cause I find myself always in a high stress environment,people sourround always push and push me again.some people lying to me,some people not faithful to me,I am already fed up with those.All I know now I am trying to study spanish,and no matter after I will keep on staying in Spain or not,I can use this skill to get me a good job and then save money for that dream,I guess all I can realize my dream is earning money from job.

 

I hope this dream will come true soon.

 

For a good life,for living happily and peacefully,fighting!

 

Recently I ate too much hotpans,I love vegetables a lot,stick one picture for all of my friend,hope u wont drool.