妈的,最近似乎就一直没消停过,最近刚注销一张银行卡,在等HSBC邮新卡的过程中我就把2000欧元全都放在自己屋子里的一个包包里放着了,今天银行把卡邮了过来,早上还打算去存钱呢,翻翻包看,钱没了,我草他妈的,这个运气!

     想想就是自己太爱相信人了,这个世界哪里有那么多的干净事?自己妈都不应该相信!死娘们肯定拿我钱去赌场花天酒地去了!给我姥爷打电话告状我姥爷说了句:"我管不着!"

想想都是自己折腾的:

     和老板说去爱尔兰,老子不干了觉得很牛B...

     在爱尔兰刚呆上两周就又回来,为了爱情,觉得很浪漫... 

     妈的,结果爱情没了...事业也没了...钱还被偷了...

     我草的!

     谁他妈的找我写个剧本,拍出来肯定能获奥斯卡奖,真他妈的戏剧化!

     我真不想活的这么Drama,累不累啊!

     我也不小了,人家都成家立业了,可我...

     唉,我操的,我就这个命了.刚想重新来过重新来过的,老是这么三番五次的给我个打击让我尝尝.

     拉到吧,今后做个坏人活得能更轻松些.上英国当AV男优算了,妈的,赚钱还爽到了.

     哪边是我的路啊?前后的瞅瞅看,不知道往哪里笨了,迷茫了,乱了.

listening to the old song,remembering senior middle school,that time I was wondering the same story like the Y comic books.several years later,I find out that the real world is not the same like what we think so simply,there have lairs,freaks,bad personalities people...

 

in fact,people always dont keep their promises.

 

in fact,people difficult to keep their promises.

 

in fact,people difficult to live a wonderful life.

 

I lost myself now,I dont know where should I begin,where should I go,what should I do next step.

 

I feel like I am like a balloon,floating in the sky,go with the wind,dont know where is my destination,until blow up.

 

what`s wrong with being simple?why this world have to be complicted?why people have to do harm to me?

 

you feel like fed up then you fed up,but where is your promise to me?

 

我要我们在一起,bull shit.

你要像我爱你一样爱我好吗?bull shit.

 

I will be fine,I will be fine and much more better and better.

I will be strong.

 

you will regret what u did.

真做了把傻X.

把我做的傻事说出去了就更是个傻X

再不要做傻X

 

不要再轻易相信别人的鬼话

事业第一

定个目标

拼了

 

什么?

还想谈感情?

去你妈的吧!

我他妈的再不做傻X了!