I am going crazy!I totally cant stop worrying before I go to Ilreland,I have spent my whole afternoon been searching the school in D,but none of them suit me,what should I do?the fees charge too much or the couses which i dont like to learn,what should I do then?

 

why I waste my good weekend day at home searching useless rubbish information from internet?I think i am really crazy now.

 

Ah!god save me!

 

I know it is bad that I can`t stop eatting junk food when I feel bad,but it really helps.

 

I am sick this moment,I got sour throat,got cold,feel bad...Ah,GOD,save me!

 

Bianco`s luken is totally a asshole,never see such a bad asshole like him before,he really pisses me off,I wanna kick his ass to the sea,or should i slash out his cloth and throw him to the street nakedly,and sell him to the old men and women cheaply?yesterday he asked me to work there and then I spent one hour on road and then only let me workd there 2 hours,fuck off!anyway,we got quite a lot unpleasure things together,that asshole wont live anylonger for sure!(find my self such a bitch when I swear someone I dont like)

 

it is so hot,I cant concentrate on anything this moment!GOD,save me!

 

I think I am not in myself this moment,cause I dont know what I am doing now,and what I want to express this moment!

 

Why I always worry about everything?It is still not coming yet,I should still enjoy the good time this moment,back to normal life then,I am so stupid,I should fuck myself,cause I find myself always say some stupid words recently,God,save me please!let me get out of this confusion please!

     party party,since i moved to sliema,it seems that i jioned more and more parities everyweek.

    

     sometimes really exciteing and happy,sometimes really borning.

   

     every clubs here play the same music everyday,say the same words everyday,nothing fresh,sometimes u can meet same people in the same club as well.

 

     old ugly aweful people always keep theirs eyes on u,and stalk u all the time,it is borthing,annoying.sometimes crazy u crazy and want kick thems asses and pull those ugly head throw them out of the club door.

 

    thats malta,people sucks,without friends company with me,every party as suck as maltese people.seems have less than a month here in malta,nothing worth me mising here.how many parties left i can go?