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April 30 MAY五月tomorrow is the begining of MAY,i give myself lots of plan to do:
1.sleep eariler and get up eariler.before 12 sleep and get up before 8,like when i was in school.
2.study harder.no matter how i study,there still lots of new and strange things come out,anyway,fighting!everyday should do more reading,all kinds of reading,and pass the damn exam.fighting fighting fighting fight with ur damn borning but have to damn to study.lol.seems i got depress of study.crazy.
3.enjoy the life.it is true that how long i didn`t got happy?i want happy,live happily!
4.no smoking,no alcohol.or maybe reduce the times of doing that.
5.still didn`t got idea what i want to wirte here,but i think just leave it there at this moment.
next week monday is my birthday!happy birthday!oh yeah!i will celebrate it on this week friday,cheers!
byebye APRIL.lets welcome MAY coming. April 26 sleeplessRecently i always sleepless,
thinking too much on bed,
tomorrow evening i should going out for some fun,
unbelieveable what happened on me,
i have 3 days didn`t sleep.
should be got depression.
anyway,from 12 till 6:10 now still awake,it seems that i should find something to do for killing time,em...
cook noodles!
cool,here we go now! April 25 いくつかの人,いくつかの物私眠ることはできません...
いくつかの人々戻っ,いくつかの人々立ち去る. しかし,あなたは男が私のですか? 本当ですか?
人生はツアー,みんなのあなたは私のユーザー.
したいのは`善良な男,あの男は`ステイウィズミーにかかわらず`このツアー,
しかし,何が起こったのですか?あの男まだしない`トン表示される.
どのくらい時間私は今でもあなたを待つ?
私本当に寂しくなるでしょう,
あなたは`今どこにいるのですか?
孤独な感じ,
悲しい,
私はこれを失われる恐れ,
永遠に発見することはできません.
私の男,
あなたはどこにいますか?
私の話を聞いするですか?
私の恐怖私は古い, 来る,
私の男.
I always feel sad recently,even I know moody isn`t good for me,but I really dont know what happened with me.
管施猛,快乐起来好吗?
April 22 i am so proud of being a chinese It seems that the time is coming now all over the whole country of China work together to fight with those american ignorance people,and ur american will finally realised that u shouldn`t tease and ruin chinese people`s character.
Every chinese people got big anger with CNN unreal news about "Tibet,Chinese hurmanright,and Olympic games",and now,ur bitches hit our chinese people on the street,and use ur countries` own media ruined our chinese people,what u want to do next,nobody is fool,and dont think that what u said chinese people can`t hear that.we cant not always bear u do any shit on our head anymore.
Cafferty from CNN
"I don't know if China is any different, but our relationship with China is certainly different。We're in hock to the Chinese up to our eyeballs because of the war in Iraq, for one thing. They're holding hundreds of billions of dollars worth of our paper. We are also running hundreds of billions of dollars' worth of trade deficits with them, as we continue to import their junk with the lead paint on them and the poisoned pet food and export, you know, jobs to places where you can pay workers a dollar a month to turn out the stuff that we're buying from Wal-Mart. So I think our relationship with China has certainly changed, I think they're basically the same bunch of goons and thugs they've been for the last 50 years."
Ur people really too ethnocentrism,we can not bear what u said totally,and u,as a media people,u know what u said can effect how many people`s idea through the media if those people know nothing about that,cause this is the theory of preconception.well,today i should tell u something which is not in ur talk content.
First,ur people r so ignorance,and it is so ridiculous that u blame us that all the money of ur contry were took up by our country which u country got from Iraq by burned them,killed them and used army settle down there for controling them and the petrol there. it is so ridiculous!well,how?the same like u did by kill ur american people and robbed?dont say urself and ur country people looks like victims,we dont have those ability to take all ur money to our country,it is business totally,u give us money and we made productions for u,it is totally fair,no objection.if u american business man dont wanna have business,u can do not come here,our country didn`t force u to do this right?so please do not always whine anymore.
second,junk???it is funny,and i should tell u here that our country people dont like using junk in our daily life either,there is a special job in China,people collected those junk which we dont want to use anymore,and then they said use those for recyle,so,do u mean ur country are using our recyle things,well,if like this,i should admire ur country peoples good character.but the fact i wanna tell u are:u can`t not blame our country either our chinese people just by ur country use junk stuff which are MADE IN CHINA,look,it is fair i should tell u,do u expect that "a dollar a month"u paid for our country people can provide ur country good stuff for daily used?i think a dollor even can not afford a softdrink in ur country,and u think just 1 dollor can let us provide how many things for ur country?dont daydream please man,dont dream that use 1 dollor can buy a good quality shoes anywhere in this world which can provide u use it more than 10 years long.and u silly do not blame our country as devil who r threating ur countrys life or safe,r u fool?if u dont want buy something Made In China u can just leave it there,no one force u buy it.and the most important point u didn`t see is u should blame ur country`s business man:well,it is all ur country business man want to earn much more money from ur country people,so they had to use 1 dollor made lots of junk stuff sell u,considered how much we can earn from ur country`s 1 dollor just for producting,but how much ur country can get from 1 dollors lost? in fact the money in ur country didn`t lost but just be collected by several big businessman and they can use it enjoy the good life. do u think they dont know what they bought are junk or bad quality or with some chemial things in food stuff?i think they had know that alreay considering the international trade business is so strict and there r lots of lows for that as well, but did they care u?of course ur countrys business man didn`t care ur amercian people,cause they r selfish and greedy if it is not ur amercian peoples common character.hihi,they just want their life better.(and by the way,dont be fool,u country is not so strong as u think,1 dollor can`t paid our people work for u for a month,it is so ridiculous,and u r just a ignorance people if u think like this,and by the way,i heared that ur dollors to our yuan nearly down 1:5.9 in our country,take care)
and i should tell u that next time,u should know,more money better quality,little money is nothing.do not blame us anymore.u r the "goons and thugs" in fact if u do not realize what i said. if u think no one chinese knows what u said goons and thugs means,how about i said this to u:"zi qi qi ren",well,our country to describe this to u r much more politely than u.for real.
i found a pic of a chinese boy in procession,he is so cute,love him!gaga!
anway,i still feel proud of being a chinese,i like my small eyes and thank our country give me a pair good eyes to see this world objectively.u should not offense chinese people anymore your american guys.
April 20 Drama story It is so drama,i want write this story cause i really got confused and unfortable when i think of the story of me and that doctor,so i have to vent my feeling at somewhere,otherwise i will feel being blocked.
there is a guy who we know each other more than 6 months i think,and he is doctor,he is pretty,tall,nice body,we used to trained together,recently we connected with each other after a long long time,he said he likes me,and he said he want something more than s word,but i didn`t answer him about this issue,considering it is so wired because we have long time didn`t connect with each other but now recently why he started to fancy me?thats why i didn`t give him answer even refused his dating,i said to him i was busy with my work.it is ture,and my friend also have some problems at this moment,i have to company with they and work together to help them get rid of their problems.so the doctor and i still no time for meetting,i liked him as well,but i dont know he is serious or not,considering that we have such a long time no see and talk with each other.but anyway i wanna have S with him.
my friend suspect they got sexual disease,so they made a appointment several weeks ago,in those time they didn`t got a good mood,i know thats hard,even me worried about them a lot,this week thursday i companyed with they went to hospital to check they really got it or not.
now,the drama story started,my friend and i waitted in front of the door of std in the hospital in the morning,i felt sleepy because the day before that day i didn`t sleep well,and my friend and i chatted,suddendly i saw my doctor dude passed by,well,that time he didn`t found i was there,cause he was busy doing something like photocopy things,and i told my friend that he is that doctor dude.
when he walked back,i waved my arm and said hello to him without thinking,cause i was so happy to meet him finally,(he works in another area in this hospital),and i can saw his face got bright smile to me as well when he suddendly saw me there,but just 1 second,when he glaced that i was sat in front of the office of sexual disease,his face turned and i can`t use word to discribe it exactly,cause that time i can feel his mood is complicated,and he ignored me walked away,even no said hello to me.so i sat there still and companyed with my friend,but one good thing is the doctor said that my friend got nothing and they is clean,i am so happy for them.
that day evening,i saw he was online on MSN,so i talked with him,i remembered i said it was so nice when i saw u in hospital,but he didn`t look like chatting with me,and looked like not using heart to send back message,finally i couldn`t hide my mood and asked him:"why u didn`t say hello to me that time when i was in hospital?and u looked not like chatting with me."he answered he was busy,and i said to him:"it seems that u r still busy now,cause i can feel u not like chatting with me at this moment as well"he said he was going to sleep."oh,GN then"i sended it to him and then delected him from my MSN.
and i smiled and thought what a funny story happened on me,all because that morning i companyed with my friend to see the doctor,is there anything wrong with me to do that?but i didn`t regret,cause i think i did the right thing,at least i didn`t betray my freind or embarrassed my friend and i supported my friend in my own way.no one is perfect,at least i am not perfect,i have to admit that i got lots of weak points:i got a horse face,and my eyes are so small lazy eyes,and my body particularly likes to perspire(like oil or something like that),even myself cant stand the smell of my bed room,i dont like cleaning and tidying my bed or bed room,even cooking and doing other housework like washing cloths.i am not interested in sports things.and most of the time i act not like a man(this my mum always said to me,lol)......anyway,i get lots of weak points for real,no matter u like it or not,those i think difficult to change for me.if u want to close to me,u have to accept those thing,and if u can persuade me to change those,thats ur talent.
and i can`t imagine that maybe one day,the pretty doctor got a nice looking boyfriend and they get a nice period time,and one day the doctors boyfriend broken his legs and can`t walk,and it need 1 or 2 year to recover,what that doctor will do to him,probrally ignored his boyfriend and make some excuses say he is busy something.
today,i can`t stand my mum and the other chinese people talk something about gay,soemthing like gay is disgusing,camp,and something like that,so i told her "it is nothing to be a gay",my mum said to me"thats u,cause u act like a gay",i got pissed and said "yes i am gay,and tomorrow i will lead boy to home".after that my mum embarrassing me in front of those chinese stuff.but anway,i feel relax after i told her.wow,unbelieveable,i am coming out,lol.
pink party,lol,sister and i,wear new pink pyjamas which i bought from Marks and Spencer,and i got a lots of sweets and chotolates and something other food for party,we played NDS and watched DVD at home.is there anyone wanna join us next time?
April 04 For those withe bitches做为一个中国人,尤其是身在国外,我是真的是受不了了这些外国媒体把中国说的如此妖魔化.
好像自从三月开始西藏拉萨发生了严重暴力事件之后,那些国外的CNN,BBC啊的婊子媒体就开始大言不惭的放屁来熏臭我们国家的名声.妈的,我实在是火大,你们的新闻失实我就已经很生气了,居然还主观的说我们中国没有人权??????我草你妈的你们这些国外的媒体对中国了解多少啊就说我们中国没有人权的?你们美国讲人权?去人家伊拉克阿富汗打仗,给人家伊拉克阿富汗的人民带来了多大的灾难你们自己怎么不说说呢?妈妈的,英国鬼子最会装紧,想想你们当年侵略过多少国家,占领过多少别人的土地和财富吧?还他妈的好意思把大英博物馆往外列呢，那里简直就是赃物的集聚地！草你妈妈的！本不想骂人，可你们这帮bitches实在把我给惹毛了，哪个有血气的中国人能忍受你们这样的侮辱？
最可恨的是，他们还张扬说要取消我们举办奥林匹克的资格,做你妈妈的春秋大梦去吧！门都没有！
昨天上论坛玩看到了几个外国白子在那里大放臭屁气死我了，我把他们说的全都搬到这里来让大家看看：
TOPIC:The Olympics and its consequences!
bfg1:think this next lot of Olympics should be boycotted by all until China sorts out its appalling Human Rights issue and any company that moves out there to exploit it should be boycotted too.
NickoftheNorth:I am in favor of confrontational (constructive) engagement, wherein the participating nations / states voice moral support toward increased respect for human rights within China's borders.
Boycotting preempts a lot of the possible communication opportunities that can be used to persuade the leadership and elite. Mind you, refusing to engage China because of human rights violations sets the stage for Chinese leadership to critique the human rights hypocrises within Europe and North America. For example, under the current rule of President George Walker Bush, the USA is ill-placed to refuse China on human rights grounds. The United Kingdom may be a good participant though, given the current devolution development where the UK Parliament is increasingly providing some form of autonomy and self-rule to Scotland. musclebitch:I've always opposed the boycotting of the Olympics. It primarily ends up punishing athletes who are in no way connected to the political situation that prompts the boycott; even worse, the athletes most punished are those from the boycotting country, so you can't even make the claim that you're still somehow punishing the nation you wish to oppose. While I agree that sports are not something worth dying over, I don't see how a refusal to allow athletes of your country, who most often have devoted at least a decade of their lives to incredibly intense training and practice, does anything to mitigate things such as the recent deaths in Tibet of late. The victims are still dead; they will be neither more nor less dead if Michael Phelps swims competitively in Beijing.
Increased attention has been paid to China in the buildup to the 2008 Games, and will reach peak levels during the Games themselves. Human rights violations are going to be more problematic for the perception of China on the world stage now largely because more of the world is paying attention to China in the first place. That is also much of the reason why protesters are more likely to speak up now, because they're more likely to be noticed and heard. With that greater attention, there is simultaneously a greater potential to get a message of dissent voiced, and a greater possible fallout as viewed from the point of view of the authorities if such protests occur.
I don't understand what you're getting at by saying "innocent people shouldn't be at fault either". Part of that is probably related to my not really agreeing with your initial question, "Are the Olympics worth killing people?" The participation of athletes from the developed world is not what's causing these deaths. That is the fault of a totalitarian government's occupation and annexation of a traditionally independent region, and their response to protests against these actions. Athletes from our countries participating in the games cannot, in my opinion, be reasonably construed as our government supporting these human rights violations. They're simply two completely different things. To put it another way: what positive impact would a boycott have, and would this impact, if any, outweigh the harm to the athletes forbidden from competing? irishkcguy:My sports background is wrestling, so I have much love for the Games. It was simply foolish of the IOC to award China in the games in the first place. In addition to the problems with all the Tibet protests (which is only going to escalate between now in this summer), there are some huge problems with the Games themselves. For instance, the US and other countries are going to be bringing their own food with them because the Chinese food supply is so loaded with chemicals athletes fear they may test positive for drugs. Many athletes are skipping the opening ceremonies and only arriving in Beijing in time to compete. This is due to the air quality in the city being so horrible. I won't be surprised of this year's Olympics aren't a full scale disaster
curiousjackjz:No pulling out of the Olympics. That was one of the stupidest things President Carter ever did. These athletes train too hard to get there, and may only have one shot at their Olympic moment. If an individual athlete chooses to boycott the Olympics that's one thing, our government making that decision for them is quite another. The Olympics are about excellence in sports -- period -- and politics should not be allowed to come into play.
dancerjack:i think the question in my mind is how the hell they chose china in the first place with its reputation for working against the very ideals the olympics are supposed to enshrine - the recent violence in tibet only serves to underscore exactly how inappropriate a choice beijing was in the first place.
DJbens77:As a swimmer, I have had many olympian friends and have trained by their side in preparation of reaching their dreams. Some were destined for a medal and others were there for the experience. All were honoured to go. I still watch the olympics and get a little frog in my throuat, as it was one of the main forces that got me up at 5am and made my lack of a social life through high school more tolerable. Even when I realized, I was not gonna make it that far in my athletic career, I still felt inspired by the dream.
All that said, athletes should not be used as pawns for governments to assert their pressure on a country. And the olympics are intended to be a nuetral event that is free of politics. The games are not about the location they take place at, but about what takes place during that time. My question is, what was the olympic commitee smoking when they decided to grant China the honor of hosting. I mean were they looking for the a country with excessive polution, human rights issues, etc.? Sees like there were some better choices that would be beneficial for the world and, MOST IMPORTANTLY, its athletes. I say no to banning! Work you problems out the right way. Munchingzombie:To follow up on what DancerJack said.
How the heck did they pick China? Beijing is one of the most polluted cities in the world if not the most. The air quality is so bad that dozens of athletes have pulled out of the event including Haile Gebrsekassue: the world record holder for the marathon. I hope that China does change some of its practices due to international pressure and having swarms of reporters. China has changed more in the last 60 years than it has in the last 6,000. So conditions in China improving due to the Olympics isn't an unrealistic expectation. jew:The United Kingdom may be a good participant though, given the current devolution development where the UK Parliament is increasingly providing some form of autonomy and self-rule to Scotland.
Don't forget the devolution in Wales & Northern Ireland, pity they've forgotten England though! :-) I doubt if boycotting the Olympics (unless a lot of countries did it) would work. Do the Chinese leaders actually care what the rest of the world thinks while we keep on buying so much from them. guanshimeng:whats the hell ur guys gossipy here?
and what the essential problems with u and CHINA,some of urs? i am really tired of some of ur guys subjective complaining that whats the bullshit human rights problems with CHINA,well,i wanna know that,how many of urs have ever been to CHINA?and how many of urs did really exactly know about CHINA?so,don`t just gossip and judge anything so easily which u really not got an idea of that,pay attention of other people like to hear ur fart or not,ok? and i want to say something here as well,so,if u really interested in hurmanright things,ok,lets talking about the issue of "April 2007 shooting rampage at Virginia Tech University, which left 33 dead and more than 30 injured","30,000 people die in the US from gunshot wounds every year and gun killings have climbed 13 per cent since 2002",and "United States has the largest prison system in the world, with the highest inmates-to-population ratio,police brutality and other instances where law enforcement officials violated civil rights","the workers' right to unionise has been restricted in the United States, with union membership dropping in 2006. It cited a Human Right Watch report that Wal-Mart stores fought unionization drives by eavesdropping on employee conversations, using camera surveillance and firing workers who favored unions"i think all of those things express that they r seriously threat to its people's lives, liberty and personal security. well,if ur guys really interested in hurmanright things,why not remind that"Iraq"and"Afghanistan"?i have to say that these seems that US r making the biggest human rights tragedy and the greatest humanitarian disaster in modern world. as UK,i cant count out how many times and countries in this world u had aggressed before,and how many people dead in those aggress,and how many money and lands u took away from other countries,and how many wonders u had ruined,i really get big anger everytime when people remind "The Old Summer Palace",6 October 1860,ur guys after killed people,took all the money and forturns and then fired all place,here is a guy called Charles George Gordon, a 27-year-old captain in the Royal Engineers wrote on his diary: We went out, and, after pillaging it, burned the whole place, destroying in a vandal-like manner most valuable property which [could] not be replaced for four millions. We got upward of £48 apiece prize money…. I have done well. The [local] people are very civil, but I think the grandees hate us, as they must after what we did the Palace. You can scarcely imagine the beauty and magnificence of the places we burnt. It made one’s heart sore to burn them; in fact, these places were so large, and we were so pressed for time, that we could not plunder then carefully. Quantities of gold ornaments were burnt, considered as brass. It was wretchedly demoralising work for an army... well,checked out how many things in the british museum which r not urs at all,for me it is a best place to show how ugly crimal ur UK had done before. so,pls dont make urself like a human rights watchdog and focus more on its own human rights problems.ok?back off and do ur own business pls. i dont want waste my time keep on doing this example things.cause all i do is just to show u that no one and no one country is perfect in this world,is anyone there can dare declearing that he or his country is totally perfect nomatter at now or before? my country has us own way to plan and step our development of democracy system and protect human rights.why we need totally follow ur way?do u think the way of ur countrys is totally perfect?and suit our sitituation?we can accept good adivce,but everyone and country in this world is special,we dont have to totally be ur shadow,well,if u can`t accept that we r different,u close mind. and also people mention Tibet things here,whats the hell matter with Olmpics games and Tibet"3,14"?oh,what all ur snow whites means that we should stop holding Olympic games just because we had Tibet"3,14" happened last month? it is so ridiculous!how many of u knows that we pay more attention on do our best to make this games perfect?we spend lots of money and work and all the whole country people even more than 70years old momen trying their best to learn english in order to host all of ur snow whites came here and make all of urs comfortable as home,so,u think we should deserve this kind of result?NO WAY!!!and i have to say that u know nothing at all,u really know nothing at all about Tibet"3,14",On that day bad people did very serious criminal things,they burnt 24shops and 2 police stations,81 policecars and citizens cars,more than 200 people get serious hurt including goverment office people.and those bad people that day cried something as independent,it is totally bloody criminal,that day lost that town 10years total income,so,do u think it was a peace strike? do u think it was not threating residents usual lives of the society?all what we do is just to keep peace and object any activity of breaking the country,the most important thing is we r sure that if we do not settle down those bad people,all the innocent residents will not normal life anymore,be honest,if u r one of them,imagine that u everyday living with worried about ur house will get burnt when u sleeping soundly on ur bed,and ur children can not go to school and everyday nervous of hearing outsite terrible sound of cring?and there is no place to supply u everyday necissary food because all shops and stores are burnt down...if u like living in such a place,and if u still say that ur real hurman rights is fine if no one coming out to settle this problem down,well,if u really thinking like that,i really dont know what to say,hehe,face ur fools i really dont know how communicate with ya.forget about what the bullshit the CNN brocasted,it is totally camus wroting the facts.well,i learn communication,i know what ur media thinking,being a media working people,i can understand u,but being a chinese,i really want to say that SHUT UP UR BITCH ASSHOLE AND STOP BROCADCASTING UR UNTRUE NEWS!  at last,can`t u just pay ur attention to ur own things more than Olympic games lace news? ripetjock:guanshimeng,I'll be attending the Olympic Games in Beijing. I'll let you and everyone else know what I think after witnessing China firsthand.
bfg1:well at this rate they will do because there wont be any Tibetans alive if they carry on at this rate! Forced sterilisation, murder its outrageous
MCGAY:two wrongs don't make a right. The US is full of faults. I'm still not watching the Olympics. China sucks as much, if not more, than the rest of the world. Shame on them
misterT:I'll watch the same events I usually watch, to see the athletes do what they have trained so hard for.
I'll also keep my eyes on labels and not purchase things made in china when I can find the same thing or comparable made in countries I support. Not that it would be a change, I usually check the "made in" labels, and have stayed away from made in chine products when possible. RBY71:By boycotting you close the door to dialogue even more tightly. I seriously doubt anyone in the Chinese government is going to say "Oh wow! The U.S. boycotting our hosting of the Olympics. We better mend our wicked ways!". China seriously needs to address their human rights issues, but they will not respond to boycotts or name calling.
irishbitch:China should NEVER have been given the Olympics in the first place. It is my fervent wish that every peaceful protest is made to disrupt the run up to these games, specifically the torch relay, so that this apalling country is made aware of the depth of international revulsion at its disgraceful human rights abuses. This despicable Chinese regime should never be allowed to bask in the reflected glory of the Games. Remember Tiananmen Square!
relokou:Taking a hardline approach by boycotting the olympics would probably get more than we wanted. The chinese government has poured in billions upon billions renovating their capital and improving their image to the world. If no one comes, or if we don't come, then that would probably be one harsh slap. This will then come and bite us back when we would have needed cooperation from china such as in the UN security council, helping temper north korea, or negotiating further independence from their currency being disadvantageously pegged to ours, and many other fronts. Obviously the situation in tibet needs to be addressed. Tactful diplomacy via 'soft' pressuring will be the best option. The chinese government needs to be more sensitive to the concerns of their people and be willing to compromise on some fronts to allow the resentment to subside. Their hard line approach of using military and police force to put down the rebellion only fuels the fire even more. Eventually the protests will end, probably after the chinese have finally scared off the protesters for the time being, but the problems still remain and this will all happen again sometime later on. As for the rest of the world, we need to let the chinese government know that we do not completely agree with their handling of the situation, but we cannot be doing this from a 'holier-than-thou' position. |
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