Mamá,妈妈，

Yo quiero ser de plata.我想要变成银。

Hijo,儿子，

Tendrás mucho frío.你将会很冷。

Mamá,妈妈，

Yo quiero ser de agua.我想要变成水。

Hijo,儿子，

Tendrás mucho frío.你将会很冷。

Mamá,妈妈，

Bórdame en tu almohada.把我绣在你的枕头上。

 

¡Eso sí!这个当然！

¡Ahora mismo!马上！

 

----F.García Lorca

 

F.García Lorca，同性恋，一名西班牙非常非常有名的诗人。

刚才是我还在骂这个人写的什么烂诗，可是David告诉我这个是一个西班牙非常有名气的诗人，我才安下心来好好去理解这个傻瓜歌的含义。

It is a long day,even it is sundy,I didn`t have chance to take a rest,I have to study spanish in order to get into this as soon as possible,and I have to clean my place in order to make it tidy and clean,and I have to cook lunch and dinner and then wash those dirty greasy plate,then eleven o`clock coming,there is one hour left and then will become another day.Blablabla,I guess I am complaining. 

 

Stuart told me today that he will back to his village again,so seems we can not contract with each other for a moment.thinking for a moment,recently I really dont have too much chance to get in touch with him,I miss those thousands times of chatting with him,and dreaming one day we can buy a house in a village,and adopt one child or maybe more live happily and peacefully,we can fishing in the morning,we can go to talk a walk on the hills,and we can grow some vegetables in our garden and plan some fruit as well.we can play football and baskball together,play video games together even shopping together,2 men and several boys`s family,it is awesome!

 

I dont know if it is just a dream or not,cause I find myself always in a high stress environment,people sourround always push and push me again.some people lying to me,some people not faithful to me,I am already fed up with those.All I know now I am trying to study spanish,and no matter after I will keep on staying in Spain or not,I can use this skill to get me a good job and then save money for that dream,I guess all I can realize my dream is earning money from job.

 

I hope this dream will come true soon.

 

For a good life,for living happily and peacefully,fighting!

 

Recently I ate too much hotpans,I love vegetables a lot,stick one picture for all of my friend,hope u wont drool.

 

¿Que es vida?

No lo se,verdad.

¿Por que vivo en Barcelona?

pare una vida nueva.

¿Pero por que la vida en barcelona es normal es el antes vida?

No lo se,verdad.

¿Que tal?

Normal.

¿Me gusta?

No lo se,verdad.

¿Pero por que aun vivo aqui?

No lo se,verdad.

¿Amor?

No lo se,verdad.Pero espero tendra un en futuro.

La Vida es la cada dia,vivo en feliz,no mas grave,no mas triste,esta es la vida.

No tengo nada,no miedo nada,esta es la vida.

Viva la vida.

 

Ps:Recientemente estudio espanol,espero que mi espanol mejore rapido.

    Y!Feliz Navidad!

     炖豆角的时候放了所有自己觉得该放的东西,可最后尝的时候一点味道也没有,想来想去不知道自己少放了什么,最后放了些蒜在里边,味道忽然丰富了起来,土豆也流出了黏黏的口水,超级佩服自己的精湛厨艺.

 

     前天做三文鱼的时候妈的被三文鱼咬了一口,到底是我吃你还是你吃我?后来把它做熟了之后猛吃它来报仇.

    

     不知不觉,原来自己可以做很多好吃的东西了:糖醋排骨,红烧肉,清蒸鱼,东北炖豆角,家常烧豆......谁嫁给我真是他的福气啊!嘿嘿嘿窃喜.

 

      今天房东大爷虽然占用了我一天的时间,早上陪他聊天,下午陪他去他哥哥家修门修热水器,晚上快到十二点了还要陪他去他的工作室看他的设计,不过想想还不赖,混到了半盒香烟不给大爷了,知足点嘛,至少在大爷的哥哥家也还混了碗饺子吃.知足常乐,要不也是不知道怎么过周末.反正也学到了些东西在大爷身上,比如说做人不要太认真,嘻嘻哈哈的大家都喜爱,多拍点马屁又怎样,甜死人又不用偿命.做人要本分.啊!学的东西好多,不知道自己能不能吃透.

 

     困了,睡觉去啦!

Confused,I always confused,and maybe this just a element exist in my body,and grow with me in my life.

Lonely,I still feel so lonely,and maybe this just a element esist in my body as well,and grow with me in my life and wanna take up in my life.

Nervous,afraid one day,I will lost control and lost everything I have even I dont own too much things.

What I am worring about?Something uncertain.future?what`s a kind of future I have?Love?seems far away from me and not my business......

...

Sometimes I jumped so fast from this mood to another mood which is totally opposite from before what I am in

 

Yeah,as u think,I am in bad mood again this time,and I wanna go home,back to CHINA,wanna get together with my grandma and grandpa,eatting dumplings with them.Spain maybe not good for me living,and people not as hot as what I thought before.little bit block,and I back off again and again.

 

I hate myself,If I am not always hide somewhere or alway back up when I meet any difficult,maybe I wont hate myself a lot.Can I love myself a little bit?I dont know.Yeah,I always dont know.

 

Gin told me I shouldn`t back to Shanghai so early,she told me wait and see,cause I came here not too long,should see things clear here and then decide,Yu she told me treat thing seriously,cause if I really back to Shanghai and find a job living there,should then there is not any difficulities any more?And if there still have any difficult,where u go again?So appreciate you 2.big hug to u

 

Recently I always study in a playground of gym,and there is a bird I guess he must so horny,yelling yelling all the time,and made me couldnt study,and then I watch him,he had tired thousand times of chasing the other birds,and nobody take it but fly away.but he didnt stop trying,even me feel it worthless and maybe he had tried all of the birds in the ground,I gave up,but this bird didnt stop,I guess after I left,he maybe still trying.

 

Yeah,maybe I should wait and see whats going on for a moment.

 

let me introduce this damn silly annoying bird to everybody now

 

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