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December 22 raining maybe it is an old topic that i talk about the weather again in malta
but it is true that the weather here in malta seem never turns well.rain,rained in the morning,and u can hear the sound of the rain beat the windows.cloud,cloudy all day,and u can see the dark falled down and covered the whole country.wind,windy day,company with the rain,make the weather even worse.but anyway,it is ok,i am not the only one who suffering this bad weather.i am still get up at 11,and then gym and work,and then went home watch dvd,deep in the story.
recently i want change work,cause i really don`t like work in the restaurant,i fell that it waste of time in restaurant,cause all i learned in university became useless knowledge.but anyway,it seems difficult for me to find a job something with communication here in malta,even have this kind of job,i am not maltese and don`t know what they talking about everyday,it is also a problem.well,life maybe like this,who knows.i will try.when it is not a raining day,i will go out to find one.
yesterday me and staurt talk bout the topic about marrie even outsite is raining,but we feel so warm to talk about it because it is really a nice and romantic topic,and we talk about how to bring a babe and shape the mind of the babe and who to spend time with the children,well,it looks that we r a couple,hihi,but he want bring a school child,i`d rather choose a infant to start,hihi.how nice talking with him everytime,he is a really a nice guy who always give me encouragements.
i took some pics yesterday after the rain,used my old canon powershot A610,it seems that it have a very long time that i never touched that,but everytime i got an satisfaction from shooting.and i really enjoy the time with my camera.even now i have forgotten how to use it make good picture and who to use ps to edit it,but i still can get satisfaction from that.i will keep on doing this.
brabrabra,does it really boring?i am sorry if it really like this,hihi.
ratatorille and something else today i watched a cartoon film named "ratatorille",it decribed a rat want to be a chef,even though that people don`t like rat and hate rat,but that little rat still a good chef,even it is the best chef in paris.
this film reach touched me,cause it gives me a encouragement that can make u feel life is more bright than before.
some people maybe most of them don`t like u,but it won`t stop ur dream to be or cover the fact that what u r.don`t too care much aobut opinions of others,just be yourself and do as u want still.
sometimes i am like that rat,cause i am also like that,not all the people like what i am,but i am just sad about how people treat me,well that rat didn`t like that,he just work hard on his dream,and helped his friend and got the friendship and respect from him.
shan and his girlfriend today chated with me,they are going to live together,how nice they are!i wish shan and his girlfriend get married,cause we are old now.hihi,how i admire them.well my real prince at least appear in 5 years later i think.don`t worry,first do best at english and got a good job and life.i am missing u too,hope u and other 3 tigers live happily in china.
chirstmas day coming soon,today i bought a kenzo perfum for mum and a gucci perfum for dad,a leather shoes for my sister,hope when u receive these present u will like it anyway.i am missing my grandma,she is in china now,i grew up in her house,everyday she got up at 3 clock and prepare food for me and then waked me up at 6 and give me some money for use in school everyday even she is not rich,and she still pay the fees of my university course.thanks for my grandma,otherwise i won`t be a university student at all.i think this life i own my grandma so much that i can`t repay her back,i am so sorry,but u r always be the first one in my heart.
today is the second time on chat between me and stuart on msn,but before we have already chat many times through the BBS,he always give me new things to learn,history and culture sometimes we talk about life,it is so nice talking with him everytime.i like his full of knowledge.
recently i always listen the songs of "bread",romantic and warm always,it is my favor style.hihi.
chirstmas coming soon,hope everyone i known will be happy! December 21 trying to change it is nearly 5 months since i have been this country.
i am still like 5 months ago,at least my english looks still poor as before,hihi.
well,the most important thing is now i need learn to be independent,cause i need a new life,that life is my own,not belong to others.that life i can have a job that i want to be and earn money myself for my living.and maybe i can find a guy fall in love and get married anyway,hihi,this is the future things and i totally don`t know about that at now,but at least i really should do is working hard on my english,and doing best on that can make myself good at listen,writing,reading and speaking as a english speaking man.otherwise,i can not find a good job.so no good english no good job no good future and no good new life.if i really want to be independent,i should start at working hard on my english now.
trying to change,make the life looks more interesting,do gym everyday,study english everyday,and have english class and kongfu training every week.forget about the love things now,just trying to change,be independent.own a life that my own December 17 missing u yesterday evening i couldn`t sleep cause i was missing u.
still remember that when we in the universtity,from morning till the evening we all together,study,lunch,supper,shopping and chatting,sometimes we will go another`s country for travelling,find a city which have sea and we play on the beach and eat the boiled crab,enjoy the sunshine and the sofe wind from morning until the sun goes down.others must think that we are lovers.hihi. we love fashions,remember we always shopping from this shop to another shop,and this street to another street,this city to another city,some time we just want to find a good belt and we can spend the whole day search for it.and then we got satisfy about the harvest of the shopping and then go home.u and me both know that we are a crazy fashion fan and we spend most of our money on fashion,nearly ereryday,even we never wear that just for collection.and we both good at bargin with the boss of the fashion shop now. how nice that time was! remember that we first met?on my model show,and the second time we met after another model show`s dinner,the third time we met at the outsite of the university gate,and since then we become a closer friends. we r now in different area,as a foreign here make me little lonely,sometimes i always think how nice if u were here,and we could do the same thing as before,share the happy and unhappy things together. chirstmas coming soon,best wishes,zhang ying!by the way!where r damn u now?ur phone numeber changed,better give me ur new number as soon as quickly!missing u! |
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