Shmeng With Small Eyes

甜蜜是毒药，人常常在甜蜜的包围中失去了冷静。

 

      很多人都对另外一些人说过有多么多么喜欢他，然后激情退去后，还能在一起的少之又少。经常听到谁谁谁说爱上谁谁谁了，经过一段恋爱后，因为谁谁谁心里有着一个向往，于是离开了谁谁谁，去了另一个城市；再然后就是痛苦的两地恋情，说好谁也不会找，怎样怎样的，说好半年只是人生短短的时间而已，然后，谁谁谁禁不住寂寞的诱惑，就和另一个谁谁谁好上了，于是谁谁谁陷入了三角恋。山盟海誓不过昙花一现，当初的感动也不过就是在内心微微一颤而已。

 

      还有就是谁谁谁，当初和谁谁谁处的和一个人一样，然后一天谁谁谁遇到了一个个子又高，比谁谁谁又帅又多金的谁谁谁，然后这个谁谁谁就把他以前的一脚踢开，和那个新人又粘到了一起去。原来甜蜜就是那么的短暂。

 

      谁谁谁，曾经玩人无数，后来遇到了谁谁谁，因为那人那个的能力超强，于是让谁谁谁昏了头，甜蜜的说着爱他无数次，可日子过着，那人的年龄和身体机能都老了，谁谁谁觉得那人真的是useless，又开始了谁谁谁年轻时候的钓鱼旅行。

 

      例子太多，我不想再继续例举下去。

 

      我喜欢你......（其实我是想说，我还不是很了解你，但我想要你。）

      我爱你......（其实我是想说，我喜欢你。）

 

      可什么是喜欢，什么是爱，哪本书教过这个？

 

      还是冷静的想一想吧，当你冷静了之后，你就不会迷失了方向，让一时的冲动冲昏了头脑，最后让自己后悔。也许，当你真正的成熟了之后，你也许会看见，真正的爱情就离你不远。

Finally have more time today,so the day before yesterday I decided today went to shopping in bubbery,after I arrived catalunia,it was not as what I expected,cause everyshops closed on sunday,I only today have time for a walk,no matter how long I walked I can only saw those nice stuff from windows,cause the door closed,all of them.bt it is okey.

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After a long walk,I finally sat for a break,I ordered one sweet coffe and watched people who passing by,it was really nice for my mood.I love it

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After coffe,I went to Rambla again,and I found it turned to a waterfront at the end of this street,so nice view and there was a shoppingmall open even in sundy,so cool,got lots of cool stuff around there.

 

Tired now,go to sleep now.

Mamá,妈妈，

Yo quiero ser de plata.我想要变成银。

Hijo,儿子，

Tendrás mucho frío.你将会很冷。

Mamá,妈妈，

Yo quiero ser de agua.我想要变成水。

Hijo,儿子，

Tendrás mucho frío.你将会很冷。

Mamá,妈妈，

Bórdame en tu almohada.把我绣在你的枕头上。

 

¡Eso sí!这个当然！

¡Ahora mismo!马上！

 

----F.García Lorca

 

F.García Lorca，同性恋，一名西班牙非常非常有名的诗人。

刚才是我还在骂这个人写的什么烂诗，可是David告诉我这个是一个西班牙非常有名气的诗人，我才安下心来好好去理解这个傻瓜歌的含义。

It is a long day,even it is sundy,I didn`t have chance to take a rest,I have to study spanish in order to get into this as soon as possible,and I have to clean my place in order to make it tidy and clean,and I have to cook lunch and dinner and then wash those dirty greasy plate,then eleven o`clock coming,there is one hour left and then will become another day.Blablabla,I guess I am complaining. 

 

Stuart told me today that he will back to his village again,so seems we can not contract with each other for a moment.thinking for a moment,recently I really dont have too much chance to get in touch with him,I miss those thousands times of chatting with him,and dreaming one day we can buy a house in a village,and adopt one child or maybe more live happily and peacefully,we can fishing in the morning,we can go to talk a walk on the hills,and we can grow some vegetables in our garden and plan some fruit as well.we can play football and baskball together,play video games together even shopping together,2 men and several boys`s family,it is awesome!

 

I dont know if it is just a dream or not,cause I find myself always in a high stress environment,people sourround always push and push me again.some people lying to me,some people not faithful to me,I am already fed up with those.All I know now I am trying to study spanish,and no matter after I will keep on staying in Spain or not,I can use this skill to get me a good job and then save money for that dream,I guess all I can realize my dream is earning money from job.

 

I hope this dream will come true soon.

 

For a good life,for living happily and peacefully,fighting!

 

Recently I ate too much hotpans,I love vegetables a lot,stick one picture for all of my friend,hope u wont drool.

 

¿Que es vida?

No lo se,verdad.

¿Por que vivo en Barcelona?

pare una vida nueva.

¿Pero por que la vida en barcelona es normal es el antes vida?

No lo se,verdad.

¿Que tal?

Normal.

¿Me gusta?

No lo se,verdad.

¿Pero por que aun vivo aqui?

No lo se,verdad.

¿Amor?

No lo se,verdad.Pero espero tendra un en futuro.

La Vida es la cada dia,vivo en feliz,no mas grave,no mas triste,esta es la vida.

No tengo nada,no miedo nada,esta es la vida.

Viva la vida.

 

Ps:Recientemente estudio espanol,espero que mi espanol mejore rapido.

    Y!Feliz Navidad!